मेरे सीने में कुछ चुभ सा रहा है , पता है न?

सूरज था मैं अब जल्दी ढ़ल रहा हूँ पता है न?

कितना अंजान बनोगी तुम भी अब ,

मै जल रहा हूँ पता है न?

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…..तो बताना

अब की जब तुम दूर हो मुझसे

तो सुन लो

तुम बहुत अच्छी हो

वो जैसे जेठ की गर्मी के वक़्त

कभी अचानक बारिश के बाद जैसी हवा चलती है

कुछ वैसी।

और मै चन्दन के उस वृक्ष की तरह हूँ

जिसका खुद का अंतर्मन नहीं महकता

कभी मेरे मन की तरफ आना तो बताना??

अब की जब तुम दूर हो मुझसे।

इंतज़ार

तुम्हारा होना भी कैसा होना था।

तुम होकर भी नहीं थी

मेरे पास सिर्फ मेरे पास

अब बस तुम्हारा एक अहसास है

जो मुझको तुमसे जोड़ के रखता है।

तुमसे मिलने की पर अब भी चाहत है

क्यों

तुम मिलोगी न?

सबसे परे हटकर।

सब कुछ छोड़कर।

मुझे बस उस पल का इंतज़ार है।

Rise of mine 

I am seeing these clouds from my terrace. This seems like a two year child is smiling pompously with his cute football cheeks.He is a vagabond for whom this empty sky is a perfect place. An ocean of moon light filled with twinkling of stars is waiting him. He will reach there but I know he will not stay there. He will keep on moving and will go on in search of next ocean of moonlight. He does not get ocean of moon light always. Sometimes he gets endless darkness but he keep on moving.

This same behaviour is described in SHRIMADBHAGVADGEETA .

सुखदु:खे समे कृत्वा लाभालाभौ जयाजयौ |

ततो युद्धाय युज्यस्व नैवं पापमवाप्स्यसि || 38||

It means 

Fight for the sake of duty, treating alike happiness and distress, loss and gain, victory and defeat. Fulfilling your responsibility in this way, you will never incur sin.
Attachment is miserable whether it is with success or with people. People who don’t stick to their success are contributing more towards developement of society and their own.

We all know cloud move really fast but it seems moving slowly just like duck who paddle very fast underwater inspite of that it is a abode of calmness.

This also gives us a important message which is written in Geeta in multiple places. Being inactive in unremitting activity.

Free yourself from anger and anxiety, attachment and feeling of mine, lust and envy. These are the things which make you restless.

We see two type of people .

Type:1

After ponderous work.Face is sluggish, shoulders are down, eye are winking, vexed by everyone. Come to you and said it’s really too much for me.

Type:2

After working long hours,face is twilight, body is charged up,eyes are observing everone and smiling.Come to you and said wat a pleasent evening.

We all gave tough situation. Choice is ours.Either face it with smile or with dull face.

Everyone love type: 2 but what is the reason behind dullness of type:1? Answer is very simple.

We are always seeing grass on other’s side and don’t dare to look at our feet. We are always criticizing our situation.Life is not criticizing ,it is all about taking action and make people criticize. Do all things like you are greatest person ever born.

We also know these clouds are higher than normal clouds. This cloud is alone still it is higher.

Why??

Because he has no attachment and fear of seperation.

Actually we always make decision on the basis of pain and pleasure which affect our body and mind. Our mind is programmed to seek pleasure. Then we get attached to pleasure and trapped in it.

This cloud is left by his dear ones but this couldn’t stop him to go higher.If we see great people’s life they are also left by their own people at some point of their lives.

When we get rejected,betrayed or left by people whom we love, we get emotionally paralysed. Emotion are just like moist air which corrodes our power of taking rational decision and then slown beings fall in slough of emotion and expectation.

We are always eager to see love, respect and appreciation in some person’s eyes. The truth is we never get that. In this point we have two choices. Either we fall in this trap of emotion or unveil the veiled version of ours. This is possible only when we make decision to go up like that cloud did. To go beyond expectation we have to put ourself in the service of mankind. This is unrivalled place.

What lies behind you and what lies ahead of you is nothing compared to what is within you. If humans believe in their divinity and super power hidind within them. They can do miracles. They can eliminate those weekness which are attached to our thought process from childhood. If you think you are not body and mind .You are that consciousness which illumines whole world then you will rise above yourself  and draw indentation on the forehead of eternity. After that you will pick your pen and write …..

Rise of mine